next stop: my world

pissed

charmsyeong — Wed, 08 Dec 2010 16:05:34 +0000

hate the fact that twitter and my other blog is too public to rant , thankfully i can still rely on this.

thanks for ruining my night.

first of all, i wasnt being mean and i really hate being accused for something that i didnt know

second of all, its really none of your business.

seriously… whats your prob man, I am a total stranger to you

well at least i found out im way too sensitive to become a celebrity , cant even handle one nasty person online haha

wish

charmsyeong — Sun, 15 Aug 2010 10:45:04 +0000

I really wish I can just learn how to be happy, so that I will never make you sad…

Tips for a happier life

charmsyeong — Wed, 11 Aug 2010 15:46:21 +0000

HEALTH

1. Drink plenty of water.

2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.

3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants…

4. Live with the 3 E’s — Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy

5. Make time to pray.

6. Play more games

7. Read more books than you did in 2009 .

8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day

9. Sleep for 7 hours.

10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.

PERSONALITY

1. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

2. Don’t have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

3. Don’t over do. Keep your limits.

4. Don’t take yourself so seriously.. No one else does.

5. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip..

6. Dream more while you are awake

7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..

8. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner with His/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.

10. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present.

11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

13. Smile and laugh more.

14. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree…

SOCIETY

1. Call your family often.

2. Each day give something good to others.

3. Forgive everyone for everything..

4. Spend time w/ people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.

5. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

6. What other people think of you is none of your business.

7. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.

LIFE

1. Do the right thing!

2. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.

3. GOD heals everything.

4. However good or bad a situation is, it will change…

5. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

6. The best is yet to come…

7. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it.

8. Your Inner most is always happy. So, be happy.

Because I do really need them.

when can i learn

charmsyeong — Tue, 10 Aug 2010 13:43:33 +0000

To not worry so much
To relax and just take things as it goes
To let go and not take things to heart
To live each day as it is
To be happy…

when we hit a brick wall

charmsyeong — Tue, 10 Aug 2010 00:23:46 +0000

I’m feeling a new wave of depression brought on specially by the working day after a long weekend. Why do breaks have to be so short? Why is work something that has to be dreaded so much? Questions that I can never find an answer. The only thought that keeps me going is korea in oct but now even that seems so far away cos of the many hurdles I have to get through.
I just feel so lost sometimes n I really need some guidance, a mentor but there doesn’t seem to be anyone. So as I get more worried and stressed my depression deepens cos I don’t really know how to find my own way out

worry

charmsyeong — Sat, 07 Aug 2010 15:38:41 +0000

These two days have been good.
Fri was probably the first time I ever felt such a strong sense of patriotism. I guess it only struck me as I stood on a raised platform singing to a group of the most important people in the country, with everyone around me waving their little red + white flags, everyone singing along n cheering. Cheesy it might be, I enjoyed myself.

Fri night was spent with the A3 girls, talking late late into the night. I miss everyone, miss sitting at the corridor sipping on milo peng from behind, making plans for the next bash/dnd or just wild dreams for the future. I would give anything just to go back to those times. I hope we never ever grow apart because different as we are, as a group we click.

Today was spent with an even more familiar gang. The people I have known for 10 years, my best friends. I love that no matter how long we haven’t seen each other we pick up whereever we left. No awkward conversations, no topic taboo and no need for false pretenses. We can be exactly who we are.
As I wait for edwin to come back I am grateful for my friends.

Now that the excitement for the wkend has died down and I am alone in my room I start to think n worry about work again. Hate myself for doing that.

a brand new day

charmsyeong — Thu, 05 Aug 2010 05:53:49 +0000

When I take a step back n view my situation at a macro level, I can tell that I’m worrying for the unseen future in which I cannot change as of yet. The solution seems so easy: just to take each day as it is and not think too far ahead.
Easier said than done.
I need to try though if not these anxiety attacks will continue creeping up on me.
I’m grateful for people around me like edwin who drove down all the way to have lunch with me, yvonne who is going to town with me and sue ann with her words of encouragement
I need to be thankful for all these blessings that god has given me and just move on with life

swollen

charmsyeong — Thu, 05 Aug 2010 00:24:23 +0000

I hate going to work with swollen eyes.
Not only because its ugly but because of how uncomfortable my lenses get.
There shouldn’t be any physical effects to crying. One has already suffered enough…

Nights

charmsyeong — Wed, 04 Aug 2010 23:54:56 +0000

you know sometimes when you spend the whole day psyching yourself up to be happy.

And when night falls and you are on your bed. You feel like all your energy is gone and you need no longer pretend anymore.

And the floodgates just burst open. And you sob your heart out.

thats what happened to me last night.

I have moved..sorta

charmsyeong — Fri, 22 Jan 2010 08:43:38 +0000

Now blogging more exclusively at Tibitzine

This will still remain my personal blog but I dont feel comfortable right now sharing details about my personal life right now. Maybe next time.